Chapter 110

“Did you like the show?” Jon asked giving her a kiss while laying down next to her in bed the other night.

“Yeah. I loved it.” She whispered. A shiver ran down her spin when Jon leaned in again and gave her a long passionate kiss. She sighed when they parted.

“Jon…”

“I know, hon.” He said and tried to turn away from her.

“NO!” she nearly screamed the word out. He stopped his motion a little shocked and looked at her again.

They were getting closer again since she was in London, but they didn’t have any intercourse yet. Jon tried to be patient once again. He knew the incident with Nigel was still very present for her. Sometimes she was still fighting him in her dreams at night.

Kim looked at him with unsure eyes. She looked cute all snuggled into this huge pillow and with the blanket nearly pulled up to her nose. He knew she was wearing an oversized shirt of his under it and comfortable pyjama bottoms.

She swallowed hard and stared at the ceiling for a few seconds.

“Kim…it’s ok…really…” Jon started, but was interrupted when she moved forward and placed a rather hard, but promising kiss on his lips.

She rolled them over and soon Jon found himself on his back with her strangling his hips with her long naked legs. That sure was a surprise. No bottoms.

“I just need…uhm…” she tried to explain her sudden move.

“Yeah…sure…” he was barely able to bring out those words. He sure wouldn’t complain no matter how far this would go.

She kissed him again before her lips slowly travelled down his throat to his bare chest. Her hands stopped pressing down his shoulders and explored his broad chest. Jon moaned when she gently pinched his nipples and kissed her way down his abdomen. His abs trembled and he closed his eyes.

For a moment he hoped she would give him a blow job, but he realized he was wrong when suddenly all movement stopped.

He opened his eyes again and saw Kim sitting on top of him biting her bottom lip and fighting to hold back the tears.

He wrapped his arms around her waist and managed to sit up with her still strangling his hips. Softly he framed her face with his hands and pulled her close for a long gentle kiss.

He could feel her hard nipples pressing through the shirt she was wearing when she leaned into him. She needed him. Wanted him, but was still scared.

He searched her eyes after he broke the kiss and carefully raised the hem of the oversized shirt a little. She only hesitated a few seconds before raising her arms and let him pull the fabric over her head.

She shivered when his eyes travelled over her now naked body. Jon wrapped his arms around her and slowly laid her down on the mattress. He made sure his body was not covering her, remembering her nightmares after the incident as a teenager.

“Jon.” It wasn’t more than a whisper.

“Shhh…hon. Everything is ok.” He kissed her softly and could feel her relaxing a little under his kiss.

His mouth wandered down to her breast and sucked on her hard peaks softly. He was rewarded by a long deep moan.

When he tried to continue his path and work his way lower her arms circled around his shoulders. Kim guided him back to her breast. Jon chuckled.

“Like this?” he whispered and started to kiss and lick again.

“Yes.”

He could feel her losing herself more and more in his touch. She was pressing herself as close as possible to him and he could feel her juice wetting his skin as well.

While he was taking care of her, she whispered his name over and over again. It seemed to be like a mantra for her. To remind her it was still him.

After a while Jon stopped his action and softly brushed her blond hair from her heated face. He searched her eyes again.

“Hon?”

She locked her eyes with his and nodded at his unspoken question. Slowly Jon flexed his hips and entered her.

“Oh, Jon.” She sighed deeply and pulled him closer to her body.

“Ok?” he pressed through clenched teeth. It had been way too long for him. He wasn’t sure he would really last.

“Yes.” She whispered and rolled her hips. Jon groaned loudly. She would kill him.

Together they moved slowly while keeping their eyes locked. Soon they both found their sweet release.

Jon gasped for air and tried to find the strength to roll of Kim. But again her arms stopped him.

“I’m too heavy, Kimi.” he protested lightly.

“No, you’re not.” He looked up. Her voice sounded weird.

“Why are you crying?” He asked shocked.

“Oh my God, I hurt you. Oh God.” Jon moved off her and ran his hands through his hair.

“No, Jon. No. You didn’t hurt.” Kim sat up and kissed him. She could literally feel the panic in him.

“So, why the tears, when I didn’t?” He still wasn’t convinced.

“Because…” she stopped sniffing.

“Because you were so…loving and caring….patient…again.” His worries faded away.

“Kimi…” he tried to pull her into his arms.

“I don’t deserve you. You are so sweet.” The tears were running over her cheeks.

“Oh, Kimi….you deserve so much more, believe me. You are way too good for me.” He whispered into her ear and held her close while she cried.